Dang

I just submitted my mission papers today. Dang. I'm not a little boy anymore. Its exciting :)

I have been praying really hard lately. One that I will be able to get this big scholarship to Westminster, and two that I would be able to go through the temple before my brother gets married so I could witness it. I was really worried because my Stake President is usually a guy who plays it to the letter of the law. The letter. I went in there today and he told me to go through right when I get my mission call. Dang. That is in about 2-4 weeks.

I know that God really listens to our prays. He really does care about everyone of us individually. I use to pray just to pray. I would go through the basics and then jump into bed without even thinking about it. I have learned that when I really pray as if I am talking to him and he is really listening, things actually come from my prayers. God loves me and he wants to help me out in my day to day life, even if it is small and insignificant, he wants me to be happy. Dang. God is amazing. He is for everyone.

I am so excited to go preach this wonderful gospel to others. God is amazing. Anything is possible with God. Dang. That is the neatest thing there is to know.

Done

I am done. I am done with life. I am done with this thing that is called high school. supposedly I'm gonna look back on this as "the greatest days of my  life" but I think that's kinda B.S. High school is cool and all but I want to be gone. I feel old. Really old. A girl I've kissed just got engaged. Ya. I would love some change in my life. I listened to Fix You by Cold play and it totally explains how I feel. I love it. 

In other news, I will submit my mission papers on tuesday! AHHH! I am so excited! I am a giddy little girl! 

I have no idea what to do with girls so I have given up. Its quiet relieving actually. Its pretty neat it a sucky kinda way. :)

I love Miles Farnsworth. There. Its out there. Judge me. #teamMiles

I am growing my mustache. Its going to be awesome. 

I really miss Tonga and the people who went with me. 

Ya. 

Questions? Comments?

The Good Guys

I've come to realize, while talking to Kyle and thinking about it in my brain, that the good guy never wins. Think about it. Its kinda true. Moral of the story is, be a bad guy. They get goodies, daisies thrown at them, and that neat bad A label. Who wouldn't want that? Darn. I should be a bad guy. Stupid moral code and religion. Well, ill just go back to listening to punk rock from the late 90s into the turn of the century. Its amazing. Go get acquainted with it.

That's all for today, Have a good life.

Ready to Go

This week has been an awesome week. To start off, Ill just say that coming back from St. George and seeing my friends was simply amazing. I love those guys. I dont know what I would do without them. The 2 days I actually went to school were actually enjoyable and fun! Doesnt happen very often. One of the biggest things that happened this week was my visit to Westminster College in Salt Lake. I have really wanted to go here for college. The problem has been money and that they wouldnt defer for my mission. Because of these things, it all kind of seemed like an unrealistic dream. This Friday, it all changed. I met with an admission counselor and she told me that they would defer for my mission. I was literally stunned. It was definitely an answer to prayer. She also told me that I was one of the top candidates for a really awesome scholarship that would pretty much pay for my schooling. It will take a lot of work this month but it would definitely be worth it. I have been pretty stressed about it and this whole meeting changed everything. My dream of going to college there is a very good possibility now.
I have just been thinking about my future lately and how much is going to change. To be honest, I am really excited. Over the past few weeks of school, I have really become sick of it. I am so excited to serve a mission. I know that it is the right thing to do right now. I have been itching to get out ever since the announcement in General Conference. It didnt really change much for me because I turn 19 in July but it really made me want to get out. But I know that it all of this is apart of a grand plan and that there is a reason that I am still here. It will be interesting to see who will choose to stay in my life after the mission and into college. Will I even associate with the people I do now? I know that Adam, Kyle, Dallin, and I will always be brothers but will we be able to see each other that much and even have much of an influence on each other? Either way, I know they will make a difference for good wherever they are at.

Oh and I got tickets to an Opera on Saturday. I should probably find someone to accompany me.

Just be Happy :)